Originally this chapter of NLB was going to be split into two 
parts. The thing is, I couldn't find a decent place to break the chapter
 in two so I decided to put the entire 6500 words here instead. 
If this is your first time here, go to the index to start from the beginning.
This chapter, jumps back to Caryn's perspective, in terms of time
 line, well you'll be able to see. Any feedback would be much 
appreciated.
       3: Caryn  Denny had arrived early, as 
usual. He had always been the reliable member of the drunken duo, always
 on time, unlike his counterpart Mr. 'What, there was something I was 
supposed to do?'
  The two of them were a right pair, both about 6 
foot tall, Phillip probably a little taller, both of them with long 
lanky, brown hair, brown eyes; generally adorning themselves with Metal 
T-Shirts and ripped jeans. The difference being that Phillip had a 
sharper jawline and slightly hawkish nose whereas Denny had rounder, 
softer features. They almost could have been brothers. 
  Denny had 
brought a girl, a petite brunette, with hazel brown eyes, standing at 
around 5’6, she reminded me of darker skinned BeyoncĂ©. She politely 
shook my hand and introduced herself as Jocelyn. She had brought a box 
of After Eights as a dinner gift, Denny brought out a bottle of Chilean 
Red called ‘Casilliero del Diablo’. In turn I was a little speechless, 
Denny had never so much as mentioned a girl before, he was 23 and I was 
starting to think that he was gay. Not that there would have been 
anything wrong with that. 
              “Why don't you come and help me open it?” I said making frantic 'follow me' motions to him with my eyes.
 
 Jocelyn sat down on my three seat sofa in the living/dining room, while
 I bullied Denny into telling me where they had met. This was big news. 
 
 It only took seconds of pestering for him to explain, a cheeky little 
smile on his face as he divulged to me that he had met Jocelyn at a pub a
 couple of weeks back and were getting along but not dating yet . I 
practically cooed with delight, he gave me this awkward look. 
    “What?” I asked. “Am I overreacting?”
  He shrugged.
    “Okay, maybe a little.” I admitted. “I promise not to impose.”
  I straightened myself up and tried to not smirk as I poured us three glasses of wine. 
 
 Denny and I walked back into my main room and sat down in the chair 
opposite Jocelyn and Denny sat next to her. I explained that the food 
would be ready in less than an hour, and that we were waiting for 
Phillip and my other guests to arrive. 
  Jocelyn was nice, she was 
an English Lit student, and was near the end of her second year at 
Sussex. As she was telling me about her courses I kept looking at Denny 
who was hanging on her every word. I put on some music, one of Denny’s 
favourites: 'So much for the Afterglow' by Everclear. Jocelyn asked for a
 copy about three songs in and it was then that I knew she was perfect 
for him.
  Denny was practically glowing.
  Phillip was still not 
there, this didn’t surprise me all that much as it was likely that he 
had forgotten about this dinner completely but I thought it strange that
 Kerry and Reese were late too.
    “So what do you do?” Jocelyn asked me.
   
 “I work in a shop; well actually I am working up to assistant manager.”
 I replied feeling awkward. Here was this girl, barely out of her teens 
asking me what I did. What did I do? I worked in a clothes shop, a 
small, malnourished boutique. A drab, hippy little place with ochre 
walls and poorly lit displays in grimy windows. I worked for just above 
minimum wage but only because the owner, a woman with bangles on her 
wrists and threads in her hair and flowery dresses, thought it a crime 
to pay me any less. I graduated with a first and here I was, hoping that
 my useless owner might consider me for a promotion.
  Then the phone, sitting on the stand next to my chair, rang.
  Shaking the thoughts from my head I picked up the receiver and answered:
          “Hello?”
          “Hi, it's Phillip.” The all too familiar voice sounded out.
          “Where are you?” I said, feeling myself start to fume, it was obvious that he had gone out drinking.
          “Not important, is Denny there?” I noted a hint of desperation in his voice.
          “Yes, why, do you want to talk to him?” I asked.
          “Lock the door now and don't let anyone in but me.”
         
 “I beg your pardon?” My mind was reeling, what was going on? Was he in 
trouble with drug dealers, debt collectors or worse?
          “Just do it.” 
          “Look-
         
 “For fuck's sake just do it!” He yelled into my receiver. “Look, for 
once, instead of arguing with me just do what I ask you. Lock the doors,
 and turn on the television if you want to know what is going on.”
  I
 started to panic; this was different to our other fights. This time we 
weren't verbally sparring over some little thing and I didn't know why 
he was getting so upset. 
          “Look, I promise you I'll be 
there soon.” His voice was calm. “Can you just promise me you won't open
 the door to anyone except me?”
          “What about my guests?” I 
asked as I could feel tears brimming up; I was confused by his manner. 
Why was he doing this?
          “How were they getting there? Were they coming by car?”
         
 “No, Phillip what is going on, are you in trouble?” As I said that 
Denny looked up at me from his seat next to Jocelyn. “Phillip are you 
listening to me?”
          “If they didn't come by car then they are fucking dead already.” He said bluntly.
          “Phillip you are scaring me.” I said, fighting back the tears.
         
 “I'm sorry, I... look I have to go.” He hesitated again; when he spoke 
his voice was softer. “I promised I'd see you soon, but if anything 
happens... shit, I love you.”
  I was stunned; the big, drunk, buffoon had said it.
 
 He hung up before I had a chance to say anything else and then I did 
start to cry. Within seconds I felt Denny's arms around me as I 
blubbered. I rested my head against his shoulder and smelt his 
deodorant; it was the same as Phillip's: 'Sure, for men'.
  I patted him on the shoulder and pulled away.
  He asked me what was wrong.
          “Lock the door, please.” I asked handing him the keys.
  He didn't ask any more questions and did as I requested.
  I looked at Jocelyn and gave her a pathetic smile:
          “Did I smudge my make up?” I asked finding a tissue and wiping under my eyes, looking for evidence.
          “Not badly.” She said, looking concerned. “Bad news?”
         
 “No, no.” I laughed picking up the remote from my coffee table and 
switching on the television, I half expected to see Phillip's face 
plastered across it with a title like 'wanted for murder'. “That was 
just my boyfriend.”
          “Just your boyfriend?” Jocelyn said in disbelief.
 
 I plonked myself down next to her and Denny came back and sat the other
 side. I flicked to the BBC and it was the news. There was some kind of 
police official giving a statement to a circle of microphones and tape 
recorders. 
              “... Do not try to leave your house 
under any circumstances. The police are currently working in conjunction
 with the military to get this sudden threat under control. What I do 
advise is that if you are in any of the listed quarantine areas, it is 
even more important that you do not try to leave those cities and towns 
to avoid spreading the virus...”
  It cut to a reporter, 
unremarkable in every way, his breath steaming from his mouth as he 
started to speak. His white hands clutching his mike.
              “We
 cannot be sure what is the cause of these outbursts of violence that 
have emerged, seemingly, from nowhere. Some experts are suggesting that 
it maybe drug related, some kind of terrorist or immigrant upsurge. We 
do know that the new Prime Minister will be holding an emergency press 
conference in only a matter of seconds...”
  The scene changed 
to the usual conference hall type, the borders of the walls adorned with
 ornately carved plumes with gold leaf coverings, behind the center 
pedestal was a classical painting of some sort possibly Baroque period. 
The camera panned the chairs in front of the podium; it was easy to see 
that there were no way near as many reporters as normal. Flashes started
 going off as the Prime Minister walked in and smiled at the 'crowd'. If
 Phillip had been there he would have called the man a 'suit' and it 
felt quite appropriate name for this person who stepped up to his place 
in front of the reporters. He could have been tall but it was hard to 
tell by the way that the camera was pointed at him, he wore his colours 
in place with his political party and his tie offset them by being 
green. His face was drawn and pallid, the fake smile stretched over his 
chin looked more forced than the times I'd seen him before.
  A few more flashes went off before he started speaking:
              “I
 would first like to reassure everyone that we have everything under 
control. I have been in close communications with the Ministry of 
Defense. There will be a soldier on every street corner of the affected 
cities, a police officer on all those not.”
  He then went 
straight to questions, which struck me as odd. All politicians like to 
waffle on about nothing in particular, yet this man's opening speech had
 been so brief.
              “Is it true that these attacks may 
be drug related, and if so how do you explain that these incidents are 
happening all over the world?”
  The suit's smile almost faltered. I noticed he was sweating a bit. 
               “First
 off, hello. Secondly, I think that 'attacks' is too strong a word for 
what is going on at present. Furthermore we have no strong evidence 
either way. We suspect that some of these egregious acts may have had 
something to do with narcotics and the use thereof.”
  Another 
reporter asked him if he didn't find the increasing number of reports of
 gangs roaming the streets in most major cities across the world 
worrying.
              “It is hard at this present moment to 
gauge seriousness of such claims. Bearing in mind that so far these so 
called 'gangs' are insulated cases.”
  Another reporter pointed 
out that television and radio broadcasts were advising people to stay 
inside and that the Prime Minister was calling in the army had 
instigated such call to arms only minutes previously.
          “That does seem like you are taking this situation quite seriously. Wouldn't you say?”
 
 The ‘suit’ was now sweating profusely. I marveled at the drops he had 
to wipe with a handkerchief from his brow. I'd never seen such a public 
display of errors in terms of makeup and lighting.
  I looked at Denny and Jocelyn, who returned my attention with concern engraved in their faces. 
          “It
 is merely a precaution, a safety net in case the situation becomes 
aggravated. There have been a couple of reports of possible Al-Qaeda 
links to some of the occurrences in America. So yes in a way we have to 
take it seriously, but no I don't think there is any real need for 
concern at this current time.”
  The man indicated to another journalist.
          “The blackout two weeks ago, this disturbing new virus that has been going around, do you think that these might all be linked?”
  The Prime Minister laughed jovially, despite his perspiration.
          “I sincerely doubt it.”
  The question worried me the most. I wondered what if they were all connected?
 
 Had Phillip been attacked? If he had why hadn't he told me? Was he 
sick, no, he wouldn't be coming over if he was, would he? Did he think, 
maybe, that by closing the door that would keep me safe from the 
disease?
  I'd had a headache yesterday, and after the television scare I had considered going to the doctor's. Was I ill?
            “What
 about the virus, how do we know that the military are immune? If they 
are, then does that mean there is an inoculation? If they aren't 
impervious how can you guarantee that there will be enough able bodies 
to back up your claims?” 
  The ‘suit’ coughed, reached for a glass of water took a big slurp then recommenced.
          “That isn't just one question, that's three masquerading as one.
  “I
 can safely and decisively say that.” He coughed again. “I can say 
without a shadow of a doubt there is nothing that we cannot handle. As I
 said, so far in Britain, these anomalies are isolated to a few areas 
and committed by deviants who will be apprehended.”
  I switched
 channels, tired of hearing responses that contained no actual answers. 
ITV news was blaming lax immigration laws and increased gun crime for 
the outbursts of violence.
  Channel four had snuck a reporter into 
Manchester, there were no visuals. But he was describing a crowd 'of 
what appears to be two hundred homeless, drunks stumbling down the 
street'.
    “This reminds me of that cartoon made by that guy who did the Snowman book.” Jocelyn said.
    “The Snowman book?” I said frowning, trying to take everything in.
    “You know,” she said. “The one with the terrible ‘I’m walking through the air’ song.”
  I looked at her in disbelief.  
  All of a sudden someone started banging on my front door. 
 
 Denny and I got up, there was a small hallway leading from my dining 
room/living room and the banging, that persisted, echoed through it as 
we walked towards the front door. Bracing myself against the coats on 
the coat rack. I attempted to say something.
          “Who is it?” I asked.
          “It's me.” I recognised Phillip's voice. “Let us in.”
  I quickly unlocked the door and opened it. 
 
 There he stood, almost six foot, a big grin on his face. His arms were 
drenched in blood, and there was a meat cleaver in his right hand.
  It took all the energy I could muster to not freak out.
 
 He took a couple of steps forward and I backed away, almost bumping 
into Denny. He stopped and frowned then he must have seen what I could 
see, because he swore under his breath.
          “Look, Caryn, I can explain.” He started.
 
 My attention was drawn briefly to the person who walked in behind. I 
was going to look back at Phillip but then I had to double take.
  It was Dan.
  Then I dragged my eyes back to Phillip.
        
     “We haven't got much time.” Phillip said as Dan closed the door. 
“I'll explain as much as I know then we have to get out of here.”
  Dan, shit, Dan, the great departed.
   I looked at him and he seemed to be as surprised to see me as I was to see him.
 
 He hadn't changed much, except he looked even more like a hippy (or 
'fucking hippy' if you listened to Phillip) than he had done. Shit, it 
had been four years; I wondered if I had changed since we had been 
together. I laughed at myself inwardly, it had been four years, I wasn't
 a broke student anymore (I was now a half broke employee). My hair was 
shorter and I didn't wear those stupid long dresses I'd been so 
enamoured with. He still had dreadlocks (damp with what I imagine was 
blood), still wearing those awful T-shirts with Hendrix or Jim Morrison 
(today it was actually Led Zeppelin) and baggy flares. He couldn’t be 
more 1960s if he tried. 
              “Okay.” I said slowly to Phillip, drawing my gaze back to my boyfriend. “Why are you covered in blood?”
  Phillip shifted uncomfortably looking at his shoes. Then he slid the meat cleaver between his belt and jeans.
         
     “This is going to sound unbelievable.” He sighed, looking at all 
three of us, Jocelyn having joined us. “But this is the truth and my 
friend Dan here, can back me up.”
  Dan nodded. Then Phillip said the most ridiculous thing:
          
     “Brighton is being overrun by zombies.” He said, raising his hand 
to silence me. “I didn't want to tell you over the phone because I knew 
you were going to react like this.”
    “React like what?” I asked. “Like my boyfriend is a retarded, possibly psychotic person?”
    “Look, it’s true, all of it.” Phillip had this wild eyed look to him that made him look properly crazy now. 
          
     “Hi, my name is Dan.” Dan took care to wipe his hand against the 
thigh of his flares before doing shaking my hand. Then he shook Denny's,
 and Jocelyn's.
  I started trying to process what Phillip had just 
said. I mean, zombies appeared in movies not on our streets. Yet it all 
sort of made sense; in a psychotic Hollywood-gone-wrong sort of way. 
That or Phillip had met up with Dan in a pub got really drunk and then 
for some absurd reason decided that they were now best friends and that 
the only way to seal their relationship was to start murdering people. 
              “Have we got any of that JD left?” Phillip asked.
 
 Denny got him the bottle that we had stored underneath my kitchen sink 
and he began to drink. As I watched him, I found my voice again:
         
     “Phillip, please tell me you saw the news, you met Dan in a pub and
 you thought it would be really funny to play a trick on us.” I said as 
calmly as I could.
  He stopped drinking; he slowly pulled the neck of the bottle from his lips and cocked an eyebrow.
              “Why the fuck would I do that?” Phillip asked incredulously. “Have you been watching the news?”
  Why indeed.
         
     “We've been lucky so far but we need to move while we still can.” 
Phillip said, letting out a satisfied grunt as he finished what was left
 of the JD. He always did that when he had his first whiskey of the day.
              “Where are you going?” Jocelyn said timidly.
              “Dan's place.” Phillip said. “Sorry, but who are you?”
  She told him.
              “Why don't we just stay here?” I complained. “If it is so dangerous out there, why are we going to risk it?”
              “Dan got me here,” Phillip said, casting a dark look. “I'm not letting him go back out there on his own.”
              “It's okay.” Dan started to say. Then Phillip stopped him.
         
     “No, you helped me. Besides I think we should stick together, you 
know they always split up in films and then most of them die.” Phillip 
walked towards my room, leaving bloody footsteps on the wooden floor. 
  My boyfriend returned with the baseball bat he had given me as protection.
         
     “When they split up, the only ones to live are the lead lady, and 
sometimes man. In zombie films it's even rarer that anyone lives.” He 
handed Denny the cleaver. “I can't risk not being the lead.”
  I wanted to tell Phillip that this wasn't a film, that I wasn't Jamie lee Curtis.
  No matter how hard I tried to convince myself, I couldn't see a reasonable explanation why he was doing this. 
         
     “It isn't too far to the car.” Phillip said putting his ear to the 
door. “Sweetie, go and get two decent sized knives. You and...” He 
looked at Denny's partner.
              “Jocelyn.” She whispered in a frightened voice.
  Phillip returned the side of his head to the door, a look of concentration on his face.
 
 Dan took my arm gently and asked me to show him where the kitchen was. 
Dumbly I walked him there. My apartment wasn't big but the cooking area 
was a separate room and isolated enough so as to make the conversation 
that ensued between Denny and Phillip incomprehensible.
             
 “If you have anything big, like a rolling pin or knife like one of 
these.” Dan waved the blade in his hand. “Best to take one of them.”
              “Dan, this is crazy.” 
         
     “Wish it was.” He shrugged. “We almost couldn't get out of my block
 of flats. We broke into one of the apartments and used the scaffolding.
 We would have been dead otherwise.”
  I rummaged through my cutlery draw and picked two of the biggest knives I had.
         
     “I didn't know you and Phillip were friends.” I said. He seemed 
sober which must have been some kind of novelty for us both. He also had
 an expression I'd not seen on his face before. 
  We stared at each 
other, it was hard to tell if he wanted to say anything, his eyes were 
glazed, not drunk glazed, something else.
              “We only met 
tonight.” Dan broke eye contact and started through the doorway and back
 towards Phillip. Then over his shoulder: “You should probably turn the 
oven off.”
  I had completely forgotten about the dinner. I didn't 
want to look at how bad it was, I reasoned that I could give Phillip a 
bollocking later, and just spun the dial to '0?c'. 
  We returned to 
the hallway with what we had. Phillip was still listening at the door 
when we walked up to him, his hair covering almost all of his face.
           “I don't think there is anything there, yet.” He swung the door open.
           “Could I at least pack a few things?” I protested.
           “No time.” Phillip said darting onto the dark metal staircase that led to the pavement.
  Denny followed straight after, I could hear the clanking of their footfalls on each degree as they descended.
  Jocelyn looked at me and we both hesitated, she shook her head at me. She had a half hysterical smile on her face.
           “This is a joke right?” Jocelyn asked no one in particular.
           “No it's not,” Dan replied, sounding laid back. “Now you guys better start moving or we'll get left behind.”
 
 Like a starter gun had been fired off in our heads, we ran. Jocelyn was
 in front of me, her silhouette standing out against the light of the 
street lamps glaring at the corner of my building. I could make out 
Denny and Phillip at the ground floor. Denny was talking excitedly, but I
 couldn't hear what it was about.
  I could hear Dan panting behind 
me; I almost smiled at how out of shape he was since we last met. I 
wondered, bizarrely, if he had a beer gut hidden under that baggy top. 
As I tried to delight in the fallen ways of previous lovers it started 
to gnaw at me. 
  Why was I able to listen to Dan? Why was Denny's 
chatter, although indecipherable, audible? Why it all wasn’t drowned out
 by drunken pub goers being evicted at closing time?
  Admittedly my 
apartment was as far away from a pub as you could get from one in 
Brighton (well Hove actually), it had been why I'd chosen it, yet there 
should have at least been a few inebriated chants.
  Then we were 
greeted by a cacophony of noise. By this time Phillip was standing at 
the corner of the alley way, Denny had gone ahead. His position was 
casting a long shadow back towards us, 
  At first it was only a few 
cries, bad enough as it was, but then another, and another, all 
harmonising with first ones, the noise was increasing as I got closer to
 the corner where Denny and Phillip were standing. In the safety of my 
little flat with music turned up I had been oblivious, but now, this was
 real. 
  It occurred to me for the first time in my life that I might die.
 
 Phillip urged us to move, I forced myself to run faster. I saw Jocelyn 
hesitate so I grabbed her right hand and pulled her with her me.
  Dan accelerated past me, not quite as unfit as I had thought, or maybe urged on by fear.
 
 The car was only a few feet away, parked awkwardly on a double yellow 
line. Denny was waiting for us looking around frantically for the source
 of the screams.
  Phillip was behind me, keeping pace behind me, he could have over taken me if he had wanted to but stayed in line.
 
 We slammed our backs against the side of the car; Phillip turned around
 and put a protective arm around me. There was the scraping of metal 
against metal as Dan tried to find the place for his key in the lock.
 
 Someone started yelling, it was closer than the other shouts. A man 
hurtled into view about a hundred yards from us. He was dressed in a 
suit and tie; his shiny shoes clopped against the tarmac as his jacket 
fluttered out behind him. He was waving his hands and yelling what 
seemed like 'no,no,no'.
  Phillip took a step away from me in his direction and braced himself with the bat out in front of him.
  About a dozen more people appeared behind the first, also flailing their arms and running at break neck speed. 
  “Oh my God, oh my God, holy shit.” Jocelyn blathered beside me. 
 
 I looked over my shoulder and beyond the hood of the small car. There 
were more of 'them' coming from the other direction. These were slower, 
but in greater number.
  I heard the comforting sound of the central 
locking flipping up on all the doors. I pulled the handle of the back 
door and opened it, pushing Jocelyn out of the way in the process. She 
was watching the approaching attacker.
  I slid hurriedly into the 
place furthest from the door. I gazed out the opening, behind the first 
thirteen runners, there were now maybe thirty more, these dispersed in a
 haphazard manner, some slinking into back roads, others followed the 
ones approaching us.
  Jocelyn was practically thrown in next to me, Denny diving in straight after. 
 
 The first man was almost upon us. Phillip jerked the passenger door 
open and almost had the door closed but just at that point the man 
managed to jam his arms between the two frames and attempted to pry them
 apart. Phillip pulled hard and the runner squealed in pain.  
  I heard myself scream. Phillip opened the door and kicked the bastard in the knee, and he went down with a grunt.
  Phillip went to close the door again when the man called out weakly, I barely heard him:
          “Wait, please.”
 
 I saw Phillip stare at him in disbelief, then reach forward to pull him
 in. He yanked our attacker onto his lap then yelled to Dan 'to get the 
fuck out of here'.
  The first proper group was almost on us and as 
the car pulled away I got a look at them, their faces ashen, all of them
 had their eyes turned up to the top of their heads.
          “How do they see?” I asked, but no one heard me over Denny and Jocelyn's yells of terror.
  Dan gunned his car and caught a few of the group with his bonnet, sending them spinning into the gutter. 
 
 I heard our new companion cry out as a couple tried to grab his 
outstretched legs. Phillip pulled him in further and slammed his side 
shut. I saw, with revulsion, that he severed a hand in the process.
 
 Dan piled the car through more of the assailants then he moved it 
straight at the slower group I'd seen first, and in the direction of the
 center of Brighton.
  The man in Phillip's lap started thanking us profusely. 
         “What's your name?” Phillip asked.
  His response was lost as bodies bumped against the wind shield and flew out behind us.
         “Sorry what was that?” 
         “Gray, I'm Gray.” He said, sounding calmer.
         “Well done Gray, you almost got yourself killed.” Phillip said scornfully. “Dumbarse, why didn't you speak?”
 
 Gray composed himself as best he could then crawled over my partner and
 into the back seat next to me, giving me an apologetic look as he did 
so. After he was sat properly he addressed Phillip:
          “I 
didn't have time.” He checked his arms and chest; I couldn't tell if he 
was looking for wounds or cigarettes. “I didn't know I had to.”
          “I bet you saw 'For the love of the Game', didn't you?” Phillip sneered.
          “I beg your pardon?”
          “The Baseball film that was on the other night.” Phillip said.
          “The one with Kevin Costner in it?” Gray enquired. Phillip nodded. “Yes, I saw it at the cinema, but what's-
          “This is what I'm fucking talking about!” Phillip bellowed, making us jump.
  Phillip leaned around and poked a finger menacingly into Gray's chest.
          “YOU WATCH A PIECE OF SHIT FILM LIKE THAT AND I BET YOU'VE NEVER SEEN EVIL DEAD!”
  I grabbed Phillip's arm and pulled it away from the poor man, glaring at him as I did so. He pacified somewhat.
          “Well actually,” Gray hesitated. “I have. But-
  Phillip snorted and then added grumpily:
          “So how come you can't recognise a zombie when you see one?”
          “Z-Zombie?” Gray spluttered. “Oh come on. That's, that's pure fantasy.”
          “Actually.” This from Dan. “Couldn't the zombies talk in 'Evil Dead'?”
  Phillip shrugged off the comment:
            “Gray have you seen 'Dawn of the Dead'?”
            “Yes.”
            “Well there you go!”
    “The people I was with, the people in the pub...” Gray trailed off.
  Dan ran a few more zombies over.
  Phillip went to say something. 
            “Phillip, please enough?” I shouted at him. All I wanted to do at that point was close my eyes and go to sleep.
 
 Phillip turned his anger towards me, but then it dissipated as he saw 
my face. I realised that I must look terrified, and he seemed to 
comprehend that he wasn't helping.
  His face softened then he 
flipped back into a proper sitting position in time to laugh at another 
road kill. I watched the body on the road behind us collapse into a 
physically impossible contortion, and then scramble up to a standing 
position
          “We'll be at my house in about five or so 
minutes.” Dan said looking at us in the rear view mirror. “Be prepared 
to run.”
          “Could you lend me the keys? I need to get home.” 
Gray suggested timidly. “I need to get in touch with my family, my 
friends.”
  This elicited a guffaw from Phillip. 
          “You mean give you the car?”
          “I'd bring it back.” Gray offered, wary of Phillip.
          “No you wouldn't.” Phillip laughed again.
 
 I saw a man kneeling in the road just ahead of the car's headlights, he
 started to get up as Dan bore down on him, and his mouth was dripping 
blood. Then he went under the wheels with a grotesque thud. The whole 
car shook as we trampled him.
          “Look around you, it's not that you wouldn't, you couldn't, people are dying all around us.”
 
 The vehicle went silent as we looked out the windows. There were fires 
starting all over the place, zombies littered the streets, we approached
 the central square of Brighton, and although the road itself was fairly
 clear either side of the Perspex bus shelters was carnage.
  I 
watched as one bloodied victim sat up, eyes rolling up into the top of 
her head. She would have been in her mid-twenties, she had on a tattered
 pin striped suit. She might even have been pretty before something had 
bitten and clawed chunks out of her face neck and arms. I looked out 
through the back window to try and catch what happened to her next but 
the glass had now steamed up.
  As Dan made a dodgy right turn to 
head down to the beach, I caught a glimpse of a group of maybe six or 
seven people being chased by ten or eleven fast zombies and another 
dozen or so of the slow ones, two or three of them casually lurched 
after our car.  
  I felt the car churn forward underneath me as Dan 
sped it down the hill. He turned it right at the bottom then almost 
immediately right again and into an impressive looking driveway that ran
 perpendicular with the sea.
  The houses that weren't burnt down 
looked expensive; it was a step up from the pathetic little apartment 
that Dan and I had shared.
  The area was strangely calm; I could see
 some figures lurking in the shadows at the other side of the park 
opposite and a few more up the road. Unlike the shopping center, there 
didn't seem to be too much conflict.
              “We haven't been 
noticed yet.” Phillip said opening his door, the bat in his other hand. 
“Let’s go before they head for the car.”
          “Who?” I asked bewildered, there wasn't anyone around.
         
 “I want to catch the ones in the flats off guard.” Phillip got out of 
the car and marched towards the flight of steps that I assumed led to 
Dan's place. It was about 5 stories high, the ‘ground floor’ was done up
 with ornate plastering but past the first floor it was exposed brick, 
the entire front was latticed with scaffolding and it looked like it was
 in the process of having graffiti removed. 
  I got out, Gray was 
right behind me. Denny exited on the other side and chased after his 
friend, hopping around the car, Jocelyn came to meet with me, slipping 
her hand back into mine and giving it a squeeze. I looked at her, hoping
 I looked more confident than I felt, and nodded at her.  
  Dan followed Denny, his pace less decisive. 
         “We can't take them head on.” Dan protested, stepping up next to my boyfriend.
         “Why not?” Phillip said confidently. “There are more of us.”
         “There's probably twenty of them.”
         “And they are slow and stupid.” Phillip shot back. “Besides if we block the door we can keep the rest of them out.”
         “That's too dangerous.” Dan argued on.
         “Caryn could you give Gray your-
 
 Phillip didn't finish his sentence because two zombies came hurtling 
out of the broken front door of the building. Phillip and Dan moved up 
to greet them, Denny, not to be left out, brought up the rear. Behind 
these two first sprinters there were more undead coming out of the 
entrance.
  Jocelyn screamed as Phillip brained the first 'runner' 
and Dan stabbed the second in the forehead. I didn't know what I'd 
expected, but one thing was for sure, I wasn't prepared for that much 
blood. 
  Both bodies collapsed, jittering and spasming as they slid onto the grass of the building’s front garden.
 
 Denny hesitated for a moment, as if weighing his options, it didn't 
take him long to bolt after the two who advanced on the zombie mob that 
staggered in front of them. 
  For a few seconds I wondered if my life was going to turn into one big 80's video nasty and then I hastened behind them. 
 
 I looked at Gray and Jocelyn, he was standing with his mouth open, his 
glasses slid down from the bridge of his nose, gazing dumbly at Phillip,
 Jocelyn had started crying in coughing fits with her free hand clasped 
against her mouth.
  Conscious of how vulnerable we were I pulled her
 after me, towards the house. I looked around hurriedly, wondering if 
any of the zombies had caught on that there was food in the area.
  To my horror I saw a woman running at full speed, her lower jaw and eyes were missing, and she was almost upon us.
 
 She pounced on Jocelyn yanking her from my grasp, her teeth aiming for 
my friend's throat. Jocelyn screamed in horror as the woman gripped at 
her flailing wrists and tried to lean forward.
  I hesitated, no, I froze.
  I'm not Dan, I'm not Phillip, I told myself. I can't do this, I'm not capable.
 
 I looked around desperately for some help. Someone who would pull this 
beast from off of Jocelyn then I looked at Gray and saw his face, 
contorted in fear.  He was starting to back away, looking for somewhere 
to hide. In those split seconds, he made me sick to the stomach. Not 
just for his brazen display of cowardice, for being a pussy; but because
 he was mirroring my own thoughts. He was being just as useless as me.
 
 I gripped the steak knife with both hands and yelled 'YOU CUNT' as I 
jammed the ten inches into the creature's cranium. The sentiment was 
aimed more at Gray than the zombie.
  As I felt the blade lodge into 
the thing’s brain a thought flashed through my head about when I went to
 see a play with my Mum called the 'Vagina Monologues' and they asked us
 to shout out that word as way of reclaiming it from the connotations 
and the ugliness it had acquired. I had sat there laughing as my mother 
and I joined in with the crowd. My mother, a no nonsense house wife, who
 had no idea what exactly the plays were going to be about gleefully 
enjoying the 'liberation'.
  But now a cunt was this fuckhead Gray, 
standing and gawping at me as I yanked my bloodstained knife from the 
dead body's skull, I gave him the foulest look I could muster.
 Briefly
 my attention was drawn back to Jocelyn pushed the body off her, 
spluttering, as she got to her feet but then I scanned the area again.
 
 There was a group of two or three that had started stumbling towards us
 from a pedestrian walk way that led out into the square it was hard to 
tell if they were heading for us as they heads bobbed in and out of view
 behind a hedge but I didn’t want to find out.
  I hastened Jocelyn 
to go for the entrance, I looked at Gray. He snapped out of whatever had
 been going through his head and he brushed past both of us and hurried 
up the steps.
 I swung my head round as a door three houses up burst 
open and a man came hurtling out. He lost his balance and rolled down 
the steps of his house, yelping with each impact. 
  Another man 
followed him, but I could see that he was already one of them. This 
zombie took the steps with more success and caught up with his target on
 the pavement. The group of slow zombies veered away and pushed open the
 metal gate of the house and joined in. I didn't look and hated myself 
for being relieved that the potential pursuers were now occupied.
  Denny, Phillip and Dan had fought their way clear into the ground floor by the time I got inside.
 
 It only took a few seconds to dispatch the last zombie, I watched as 
Phillip smacked the bat into the corpse enthusiastically. He 
straightened up afterwards and looked at his companions who stood 
getting their breath back.
  Then he turned around, and the way he 
looked scared the shit out of me. He seemed to tower over both Dan and 
Denny, the limited stark light of the hallway's bulb cast shadows over 
his face that made the grin on his face look demonic. The clumps of gore
 on his taught cheek bones showed up black adding to the macabre image.
 
 This is what he wants, I thought as he strode towards me, it's like he 
has been waiting for this one moment, so he could stop working in a 
shitty little shop, stop taking all the bullshit he bitches on about 
every day, stop sinking to the level of all the morons he deals with and
 instead, go round killing people.
  His grin widened, hefting the 
baseball bat onto his shoulder. At the same time as realising how 
psychotic he was it occurred to me that he had traveled through the 
middle of Brighton, a city that was now full of undead to find me and he
 loved me.
  The dumbarse, probably insane person, standing in front of me was in love with me.
  He sauntered past me and slammed the flimsy internal door shut. 
          “That isn't going to hold.” Phillip commented.
         
 “We could always use some of the furniture from this flat.” Dan offered
 walking through a door to my right. Denny followed.
            “Genius!” Phillip exclaimed. “Does that mean the old bat copped it?”
    “She's probably the person who opened the door in the first place.” Dan answered from within the flat. 
    “Heh, her fucking pigs showed up.” Phillip sneered.
  Phillip started into the flat then his head reappeared around the frame.
          “Hey, Gray, are you going to fucking help us?”
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